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Early Ministry
Shortly after Watchman Nee was saved, he began to love the Lord and was
intensely burdened to preach the gospel to his schoolmates and countrymen
in season and out of season. Through his preaching nearly all his schoolmates
were led to the Lord, and a revival was brought into his school and spread
extensively to the people of his hometown in 1923. Hundreds were saved
and had their lives changed. Watchman Nee did not attend a theological
school or Bible institute. Most of what he learned concerning Christ,
the things of the Spirit, and church history was acquired through studying
the Bible and reading the books of spiritual men. Watchman Nee was not
only an excellent student of the Bible; he was also a studious reader
of spiritual books. He was brilliantly gifted in being able to select,
comprehend, discern, and memorize appropriate material. He could easily
grasp the points of a book at a glance.
A Living Faith
Because of overwork and lack of adequate physical care, Watchman Nee became
sick with tuberculosis of the lungs in 1924. It became so serious that
rumors were spread that he had died. During this time of illness, he was
greatly exercised to trust in God for his existence, and God faithfully
cared for him. God graciously healed him of tuberculosis, but sovereignly
left him with angina pectoris. He could have died at any moment. This
spontaneously ushered him into a full trust in the Lord for his existence.
Moment by moment he existed by faith in God, and all through the years
God sustained him with His gracious care and resurrection life until he
died. Through such physical hardship, he experienced and enjoyed God much
more than would have been possible if he had not had such an entangling
and exhausting disease. The kind of divine healing Watchman Nee experienced
was not merely a miraculous act of God; it was the working out of the
resurrection life through the procedure of grace by the exercise of living
faith in the faithful Word of God for edification and growth of life.
It was not merely a miracle of divine power; it was absolutely a matter
of grace and of the divine life.
Life and Work
Whenever Watchman Nee was asked a question, his answer was always practical,
to the point, clear, full of anointing, and filled with light. His manner
was very normal and open, and he was easy to approach. He had a great
capacity and a broad heart. In spiritual matters, he climbed to the heights
and touched the depths. Concerning God's principle and purpose, he was
very rich in understanding and experience. He always left a very sweet
impression, yet one did not lose the sense of respect. His attitude was
gentle and meek, and his words were full of anointing. In conversation
with him, there was no sense of distance but a sense of being watered
and supplied. The impression left by his words and manner are unforgettable.
Watchman Nee saw that the important thing regarding our work is not its
quantity but its quality. The real work is the outflow of life.
Imprisonment
In February of 1949 after much prayer and consideration, Watchman Nee
made the decision to remain in Shanghai because of his burden for the
churches, the co-workers, and the Lord's testimony on the mainland. On
the one hand, he fully trusted in the Lord's sovereignty; on the other
hand, he realized the risk and was prepared to be sacrificed for the Lord's
testimony. In the spring of 1952, he was arrested and imprisoned for his
faith; and in the summer of 1956, after a long trial, he was sentenced
to fifteen years' imprisonment. He was, however, never released. During
his imprisonment, only his wife was allowed an occasional visit; She passed
away on November 7, 1971. His wife's death was a great sorrow, and it
cut him off from any contact with the outside. Not long after her death,
on May 30, 1972, Watchman Nee also came to the end of his pilgrimage on
this earth and rested with Christ, whom he served at the cost of his life.
He left a piece of paper under his pillow, which had several lines of
big words written in a shaking hand:
"Christ is the Son of God who died for the redemption of sinners
and resurrected after three days. This is the greatest truth in the universe.
I die because of my belief in Christ."
Watchman Nee
Other Quotes:
"It is important to receive God's arrangement in the circumstances.
This arrangement is the discipline of the Holy Spirit. To escape God's
arrangement just one time is to lose an opportunity to have our capacity
enlarged. A believer can never be the same after passing through suffering."
"When I began to serve the Lord, I was somewhat anxious about the
question of my livelihood. Since I was to walk in the Lord's way, I would
only rely upon Him to support me. In the years 1921 and 1922, very few
preachers in China lived in sole reliance on the Lord. Yet when I looked
to the Lord, He said to me, 'If you cannot live by faith, you cannot work
for Me.' I knew that I needed living work and living faith to serve a
living God. God has supplied all my needs and has not failed me once."
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